all it required was u know picking myself up, taking calc 3 after graduating as a visiting student, i could have done this in 2014 but i just was so upset and embarrassed and i just ran away to philly really, that penn stupid job, i dunno
what was the embarrassment about, like what was the SHAME about like who cares, its just a class -- it was difficult, it just was i dunno it didnt mean i was dumb, it just meant, i didnt know the pre-reqs
i think i saw a tiktok someone make, like how u handle SHAME in life/how u move past SHAME, is how far u go in life, something like that its pretty interesting
