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 this person on tiktok, i saved it but i dunno where it is and ill just summarize it, she said, that the difference between men and women when to comes strategy, men tend to do darker things, strategically, that women would not do -- its easier for them to do amoral things for the sake of strategy, i was like yeah, i can see that being true, like i would not do sht like that but a man would in the world of strategy, i see that while driving too, then i realized, since that's true, they need religion/morals/guardrails way more than us. u guys need something to do, like go on top of a mountain in tibet and fking talk to no one for a month and meditate and sht and figure ur lives out. thats ur weakness that its easier for u to cross lines that end up hurting everyone that is rooted in ego, arrogance and selfishness -> im all those things too, i have my ego, arrogance and selfishness, and i think im a great strategist, ive thought that about myself since hs, but i dont do dark/evil things, i can recognize the lines that, if i cross them, i lose, everyone else loses, u guys dont do that unless ure taught. and thats why u have to be TAUGHT, i think enforcement isnt enough bc u find back channels to break the rules, TAUGHT morals, bc its ur weakness by ur nature. 

 theres a pt 2 to this but im busy. i started noticing this in hs, u guys are NATURALLY evil, and u need morals to remind u that its ur weakness, u need SOMETHING to keep u occupied, planning crazy sht all the time by DEFAULT.
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+like go to umrah for a week or a month by urself, theres young ppl who do this, like figure ur life out, like who u are, ur weaknesses, what u want out of life, where its headed for u, like pause everything and go sit there and contemplate ur life and ur purpose in life, bc ure so capable of so much evil, when i was at mskcc, during the on-site, i was there and i was happy, but i was QUIET bc i was like, wait, im here, I MADE IT HERE, in the joy building, but why am i not across the street where u are, WHAT HAPPENED, WHAT HAPPENED in 2017 and i was like, i have to FIGURE THIS OUT no matter what.