this whole thing is so weird, GOD KNOWS BEST this is so bizarre how do u do this to someone, i didnt do anything, well what comes around goes around, def going to get fired as a dept chair and that loser dweeb paul wang who nobody cares about.
nobody gives a fk about philadelphia EVER & that will never ever change, no matter what.
> just this morning, my brother, not randomly, i dunno i guess, recommended this flim adaptation of this book we both loved from hs, its from the 1800s, YO i completely forgot, all this stuff happens to the main character -- im going to watch it, i dunno how its not in english but there are subtitles.
i was like, yeah social media is such bullsht, theres so much to human relationships and interactions that, that a "like" or whatever doesnt capture, like life is really complex, and all those old stories, they describe the complexity of human relationships/interactions and ppl who spend too much time on social media are just really weird ppl, like social media isnt real life and all of that isn't real life. like technology isnt real life. im not anti-technology but its not real life. but its so interesting, out of everything he recommended that story to me this morning. its about revenge actually, see again, like, social media is bullsht, its an absolute illusion that humans aren't capable of so much harm.
IMMATURITY -- thats the word i was looking for, ppl who spend too much time on social media, are like, immature, like theyre not understanding how complex the world really is, how complicated it is to have relationships with ppl, theres a lot more to it
theres a tiktok someone made, where they said like ppl who dont know who they are/what they want out of life/what they desire etc. arent also reading classics and theres a link between that, like not knowing who you are and the trend of illiteracy going up in this country, where ppl arent reading as much.
https://github.com/swajid/ROCKGuuviis-perfreview2016 thats why its important for me to keep saying this is essentially an unlettered person who has never read any of the classics, only knows, what some perl or python. its a stupid person. jasons also a stupid person. ugh.
i wonder if the root of the envy is that we were capable of having a relationship for whatever it is and for however it will turn out i dunno, that has depth and complexity, u know, throwing everything at it, art & science, but like u have to be someone who understands that, what it takes to FORM AND MAINTAIN relationships with ppl, u know, stalking me after i resigned thats so pathetic, thats not how u form relationships with ppl, its so crazy and pathetic.
i keep hearing that one of the things about pakistanis is that we're suppose to be like hospitable ppl, but i wonder if that makes me a people pleaser tho, i dunno i wanted to ask claude this hahaha
i really like what she said here, https://www.tiktok.com/@iraisraaa/video/7675425706633006357 but thats a very complicated word to understand, it's a very complicated concept to understand like u have to know a lot to understand that -- life is so complicated, it's like very, very complicated
