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i was in debashish's lab @ rutgers, for 2.5 YEARS, he had two sequencers in his lab, the miseq and the GA-II, that's NOT EASY TO DO, to get there in his lab. he does not deal with undergrads, he literally would not even do a guest lecture in any undergrad class, he STRICTLY dealt with grad students and post-docs, and i was there in his lab, paid $13/hr to write R/Bioconductor code, that was all original. **all of this FORWARDING could have ruined my life and career.** for what? for what? i still dont get it, this is so crazy. it's all selfishness, "how can i make it about me" is literally how everyone here operated. well, its about me, im going to make it about MYSELF. david robinson btw https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_G._Robinson_(data_scientist) was my only competition when i was in debashish's lab from 2012-2014, bc he was doing a lot of stuff with R/Bioconductor next door at Princeton. so that's how i knew, where i ranked when i was an UNDERGRAD. i was in debashish's lab @ rutgers, for 2.5 YEARS, he had two sequencers in his lab, the miseq and the GA-II, that's NOT EASY TO DO, to get there in his lab. he does not deal with undergrads, he literally would not even do a guest lecture in any undergrad class, he STRICTLY dealt with grad students and post-docs, and i was there in his lab, paid $13/hr to write R/Bioconductor code, that was all original. **all of this FORWARDING could have ruined my life and career.** for what? for what? i still dont get it, this is so crazy. it's all selfishness, "how can i make it about me" is literally how everyone here operated. well, its about me, im going to make it about MYSELF. david robinson btw https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_G._Robinson_(data_scientist) was my only competition when i was in debashish's lab from 2012-2014, bc he was doing a lot of stuff with R/Bioconductor next door at Princeton. so that's how i knew, where i ranked when i was an UNDERGRAD.
i guarantee u that jason & paul, to this day, could not tell u how a sequencer really works, like the chemistry behind it etc.
> at the interview, april 14, 2017, **YOU** could have told me, "hey, we have a PHD program here" bc it said on my COVER FKING LETTER that i was a prospective phd student. i HAD NO CLUE YOU GUYS HAD A PHD PROGRAM THERE, i thought it was just a med school.
to this DAY its so crazy that information was not given to me AT AN INTERVIEW is so bizarre to me, so fking unprofessional and it's all to my detriment, no one elses but MINE. I WOULD HAVE PRESSED FURTHER WHY DIDNT I GET A FOLLOW UP INTERVIEW ETC HAD I KNOWN THAT. but i didnt care about u guys bc i had other interviews in 2017, where i knew they had phd programs, bc the point was to work for a yr or two, get good LORs and apply to schools. you selfish btch i swear to GOD i will always remember the attitude you showed to me on the PHONE bc i called u about phd programs and this entire fking game uve played for YEARS AND YEARS FOR NO REASON. for nothing, for absolutely nothing. i want my personal statement this yr to be read by whoever it is that runs Cedars-Sinai, all of their important admins, so it's more evidence to fire jason, its going to be 10 pages.