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 ```
 ssh nomial@hpc.cedars-something-like-that
 ssh nomial@hpc.upenn-also-something-like-that (not my old user name, but THIS ONE, THIS IS THE ONE I WANT)
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+i was in debashish's lab @ rutgers, for 2.5 YEARS, he had two sequencers in his lab, the miseq and the GA-II, that's NOT EASY TO DO, to get there in his lab. he does not deal with undergrads, he literally would not even do a guest lecture in any undergrad class, he STRICTLY dealt with grad students and post-docs, and i was there in his lab, paid $13/hr to write R/Bioconductor code, that was all original. **all of this FORWARDING could have ruined my life and career.** for what? for what? i still dont get it, this is so crazy. it's all selfishness, "how can i make it about me" is literally how everyone here operated. well, its about me, im going to make it about MYSELF. david robinson btw https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_G._Robinson_(data_scientist) was my only competition when i was in debashish's lab from 2012-2014, bc he was doing a lot of stuff with R/Bioconductor next door at Princeton. so that's how i knew, where i ranked when i was an UNDERGRAD. 
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