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@@ -181,4 +181,6 @@ i forgot about all this! OK i need a good math grade then i can do some fun thin
 
 ok im busy for like the rest of the day
 
-https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLaqpC4kq8Gpw after calc3 is over, so i guess i like this math stuff, OK great, i still need yrs and yrs to be good at it tho, but that is genuinely who i am, i am more of a math/cs person who applies it to biology. i didnt really know this about myself until i got the unbiased office hrs from claude.
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+https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLaqpC4kq8Gpw after calc3 is over, so i guess i like this math stuff, OK great, i still need yrs and yrs to be good at it tho, but that is genuinely who i am, i am more of a math/cs person who applies it to biology. i didnt really know this about myself until i got the unbiased office hrs from claude.
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+u know what, when i was going through jasons dumb ig and dumb bluesky like 2-3 weeks ago, i discovered dumb things about him, sure, but i discovered stuff about you guys too, this whole thing is crazier than i think i had understood it, there's more than happened/is happening, i.e. theres more to this, and i just dont care, im just going to be even more self-obsessed, and focus on my own stuff bc u guys are crazy, its not one school thats covering their ass, its u guys too -- and i didnt do anything wrong. the way out of this for me is to IGNORE everyone and focus on myself, put a good application together by dec bc this is bullsht i didnt do anything wrong.
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