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@@ -206,6 +206,6 @@ if i really wanted to stay at penn for awhile, i would have cared more but i did
the reason i dont do that, like act like an absolute fking c-nt at work, is bc its a little disingenuous, bc its genuinely not who i am, i can be that, its almost like a "positive manipulation" u have to come across as that so someone takes u seriously, but in the right environment bc @ penn, that's very, very intimidating, but in nyc, ppl get that, that's the norm, well its the norm if u want to play the game at a very high level (i.e. like m s k)
once at penn, i had to meet with this prof in smilow, go to his office there, and i had some questions about the R/Bioconductor i had written, i showed him my screen on my monitor, and he said "oh, i dont look at code" even tho he was a programmer, IN THAT FKING MOMENT i should have been an absolute fking c-nt and been like, no fk u btch, i walked all the way over here, i need ur input on this code i wrote so i can get bullsht project done, but i didnt say anything. obv this 10 yrs ago, but, thats the thing. thats a bullsht thing to say bc he was a professor, why is he not looking at code, bc managers at google say things like that "oh, i dont look at code anymore" but he wasnt at google, he was a prof, his job was to be a fking professor.
once at penn, i had to meet with this prof in smilow, go to his office there, and i had some questions about the R/Bioconductor i had written, i showed him my screen on my monitor, and he said "oh, i dont look at code" even tho he was a programmer, IN THAT FKING MOMENT i should have been an absolute fking c-nt and been like, no fk u btch, i walked all the way over here, i need ur input on this code i wrote so i can get bullsht project done, but i didnt say anything. obv this 10 yrs ago, but, thats the thing. thats a bullsht thing to say bc he was a professor, why is he not looking at code, bc managers at google say things like that "oh, i dont look at code anymore" but he wasnt at google, he was a prof, his job was to be a fking professor. it was him, hes at cedars now up their ass, https://scholar.google.com/citations?user=lhDT0eMAAAAJ&hl=en yeah i should have been like "i have to get this sht done so u have to look at my R/bioconductor code" "like youre not a big deal, you're not some software engineering manager @ google where ure not looking at code anymore, ur job is to be a professor so be a fking professor"
when u guys didnt email me an interview schedule with multiple ppl in it, I KNEW THAT, i was in my apartment in philly, i was like, hes going to email me an interview schedule, thats what they do at nyu,sinai,columbia etc. but u guys didnt, and if i was an absolute fking c-nt, i would have emailed and asked, "wheres the interview schedule" "i need an interview schedule" bc i had assumed id would meet chris that day, but i did not & i wanted to. and if there was an interview schedule with lets say 8+ ppl in it that met me that day, STRENGTH IN NUMBERS, either, penn would not have come after everyone the way it did bc they would have been intimidated "8 people met with her already" OR when i applied to the phd program, more ppl would have known who the fk i was. so now, that's also on me. i should have ASKED, i had the experience to have known, that, that should have happened.