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# ImUpdating-distill-LESS-UntilMy-10pg-PersonalStatement-IsDone-byDec2026-ItBreaksMyConcentration


and im going to get this, im going to get these two things in fact this will be a figure in my thesis:

```
ssh nomial@hpc.cedars-something-like-that
ssh nomial@hpc.upenn-also-something-like-that (not my old user name, but THIS ONE, THIS IS THE ONE I WANT)
```
im also going to get [`nomial@cinj.rutgers.edu`](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rutgers_Cancer_Institute_of_New_Jersey) & obv `nomial@mskcc` although i like my old username for that. & also `nomial@umd` 


im very busy, i need to think a lot on what to write & what to work on.

**@penn - this will be a multi-million $ SETTLEMENT, triple digit number $### million with claims/complaints from my end going back to 2015, jason & paul will get FIRED, my name will NEVER show up in a google search with them, EVER. my bro (CS PHD) & SIL (attorney in nyc) will be in the room with me (so they can HEAR and SEE ur embarrassment bc they know me & how hard i work), among my attorneys in 2027. cc and no matter what, this will always be true: `2v3OPgsoa54-ThatBaldHeadedWhartonFlyoverStateDWEEB4LIFE-AdamGrant-Can-FK-Off-FOREVER-IDC-About-Him`**

im reapplying (i always apply to other schools to, its always good to do that) BUT im really not contributing to this, distill, that much for the next few months. i wish i could explain this, my brain hurts from thinking about this over and over again, like it sucks so much, i didnt do anything. i need my full concentration to be on calc 4 & my personal statement, and the work i will be working on with my bro + his thesis advisor on the things in cancer + AI i will mention in my personal statement. i dont want to break my concentration, i have to really nail this for strategically legal reasons.

im here in NJ, ill prolly have job interviews but my start date will be after dec 2026. 

# **LET ME BE IN NJ, LEAVE ME BE**

im actually going to get claude to ask me like 20 questions before i commit something to distill, its that distracting.
Initial commit 2026-08-27 16:07:38 +00:00			`# ImUpdating-distill-LESS-UntilMy-10pg-PersonalStatement-IsDone-byDec2026-ItBreaksMyConcentration`

- 2026-08-27 16:51:33 +00:00
			`and im going to get this, im going to get these two things in fact this will be a figure in my thesis:`

			```
			`ssh nomial@hpc.cedars-something-like-that`
			`ssh nomial@hpc.upenn-also-something-like-that (not my old user name, but THIS ONE, THIS IS THE ONE I WANT)`
			```
- 2026-08-27 17:09:57 +00:00			im also going to get [`nomial@cinj.rutgers.edu`](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rutgers_Cancer_Institute_of_New_Jersey) & obv `nomial@mskcc` although i like my old username for that. & also `nomial@umd`
- 2026-08-27 16:51:33 +00:00

- 2026-08-27 18:29:43 +00:00			`im very busy, i need to think a lot on what to write & what to work on.`

- 2026-08-27 23:31:27 +00:00			@penn - this will be a multi-million $ SETTLEMENT, triple digit number $### million with claims/complaints from my end going back to 2015, jason & paul will get FIRED, my name will NEVER show up in a google search with them, EVER. my bro (CS PHD) & SIL (attorney in nyc) will be in the room with me (so they can HEAR and SEE ur embarrassment bc they know me & how hard i work), among my attorneys in 2027. cc and no matter what, this will always be true: `2v3OPgsoa54-ThatBaldHeadedWhartonFlyoverStateDWEEB4LIFE-AdamGrant-Can-FK-Off-FOREVER-IDC-About-Him`

			im reapplying (i always apply to other schools to, its always good to do that) BUT im really not contributing to this, distill, that much for the next few months. i wish i could explain this, my brain hurts from thinking about this over and over again, like it sucks so much, i didnt do anything. i need my full concentration to be on calc 4 & my personal statement, and the work i will be working on with my bro + his thesis advisor on the things in cancer + AI i will mention in my personal statement. i dont want to break my concentration, i have to really nail this for strategically legal reasons.

			`im here in NJ, ill prolly have job interviews but my start date will be after dec 2026.`

			`# LET ME BE IN NJ, LEAVE ME BE`

			`im actually going to get claude to ask me like 20 questions before i commit something to distill, its that distracting.`