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 # HowToHandleUpsettingThings-LikeCalc2ForEngineers-IsSomethingINeedToFigureOut-WhatAWasteOfTimeToBeSad
 
-all it required was u know picking myself up, taking calc 3 after graduating as a visiting student, i could have done this in 2014 but i just was so upset and embarrassed and i just ran away to philly really, that penn stupid job, i dunno
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+all it required was u know picking myself up, taking calc 3 after graduating as a visiting student, i could have done this in 2014 but i just was so upset and embarrassed and i just ran away to philly really, that penn stupid job, i dunno
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+what was the embarrassment about, like what was the SHAME about like who cares, its just a class -- it was difficult, it just was i dunno it didnt mean i was dumb, it just meant, i didnt know the pre-reqs
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